Saturday, October 16, 2010

Emotional Rollercoaster

Sometimes they're up, sometimes they're down. Sometimes, I'm sure of what God has said to me; other times I second guess what I heard. At times, I'm at peace with my situation (I was recently laid off). Other times, I'm frustrated; tired of searching through multiple websites, signing into numerous career websites looking for new employment. I'm hesistant to make plans that are beyond the time when my severance package end. Normally, holiday season gets me excited. Now? Things seem so unsure that I can hardly catch air long enough to think about it. Can I keep it real? Ok, good. Sometimes, I'm confused. God, please help me. Teach me how to trust you. Teach me how to depend on you. Because, right now, I don't know what to do. That is all.

Today's reflection: Confused.

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